Forget Labels And Take The Plunge, Sissy

You may be gay.  You may be bisexual.  Does it really matter?   You are at the point where you want to take fantasy into reality.  And, let's face it, this has been a difficult journey for you.  Ever since you first put on that pair of panties, you were hooked.

They would call you a sissy for doing that and being so excited by it, but you didn't care in that moment.  You started playing with yourself.  It was such a turn on to you that you didn't last long until you exploded.

Then, it hit you. I must be gay.  Maybe you've been with women or are dating one when this happens, and sex with her is enjoyable to you.  But, you came in your panties, so that messes with your head.  Whatever the case, the panties must go, you tell yourself.

The problem is, you can't get it out of your mind.  It gives way to desire.  Then, obsession.  You must wear panties again.  The process continues, and next it's a bra.  Somebody in the house, a sister or mother or wife, had a bra you just had to wear.

Again, excitement kicks in.  There's a wet spot in front of your tented panties, and it must be dealt with.  So, you start playing with yourself again and explode.  Then, more guilt, but you are dealing better with it now.

As time progresses, you've added more clothes.  You even experiment with makeup, maybe some lipstick.  You start having crazy thoughts now.  You aren't thinking of a woman now, but a man.  You are thinking of how it would be to be a woman with a man.

Again, you are excited, and you can't fight it.  You start playing with yourself, and it's amazing.  Then, you cum.  Those clothes must go.  So, you throw them out.  A few days later, you have regret.  You can't believe you did that.

You wonder what is wrong with you.  Why do you like wearing women's clothes?  Why are you turned on?  Are you gay?  Is something wrong with you?  People in all spectrums of the T community have wrestled with this.

It is a form of gender dysphoria.  Maybe it's about identity and maybe it's about expression, but you aren't wrong to be who you are.  You should feel free to explore how this feels.  And, the day you started building wardrobe and dressing again, you finally understood that.

You took it up a notch and bought a toy, maybe two of them.  Now, when you get turned on, you may have a toy inside your sissy pussy or one in both ends,   Maybe you are watching porn, straight or transsexual, but imagining you are the woman either way.  The orgasm you have is amazing.

So, that brings you here.  You know how to dress up and presentable, and you feel comfortable going some places.  What you want now is to be with a man.  Maybe you want to be fucked and maybe it's just a blowjob, but it's on your mind all the time.

The problem is, that same guilt is there, telling you not to do it.  You are gay if you do this.  Gay is somehow wrong.  Actually, the label that applies to many once they decide to do it is bisexual, but even if you are gay, so what?  We are talking about two consenting adults.

Really, if you are getting ready to try it for the first time, the term to tell yourself, if you must have a label, is experimenting.  You want to know how it feels, so you are experimenting.  You want the experience.  So, let yourself have it, and screw the labels.

If it turns out you don't like it, you had an experience.  You are straight, but you experimented once.  If you like it, you may be bi or gay.  Congratulations, you took a step to add more options to your love life.

Don't be afraid to take that plunge.  Get dolled up and just do it.  Give yourself to the moment, and allow yourself the opportunity to know how it feels.  Surrender to that desire to take that cock in your mouth or sissy pussy, or both, and enjoy the moment.

There will be time to analyze it later.  Labels don't matter, but a life experience you want to try does.  And if you do like it, then nothing is stopping you from getting pretty and doing it again.  You know what I'm saying is true, as the bit of excitement in your panties now would indicate.

Be a sissy slut for a night.  Have that taste of cum, or feel that cock in your backside filling you up.  Being bi or gay is not the worst thing in the world.  Accepting yourself for who you are can actually lead you to a happier life.  So, ignore the labels and take the plunge.