Tales Of The Demale Society

Do they really exist?  Is it a fantasy?  That is the debate concerning the Demale Society.  You don't really think a group like this would boldly announce their presence, do you?  This was another Twitter Post Story.  Whether such a group is real or not, this story is pure fantasy, and I have included two characters from the Miss Clara Chronicles Series, which will debut soon at Amazon and possibly elsewhere.  Stay tuned.  Enjoy...

She worried that she may have overreacted at catching her son in her lingerie. She spanked him and sent him to his room in an emotional moment

"I'm sorry mom," he cried.  "I can't help it. I don't now why, but it makes me happy." She couldn't deal with that. Had she failed as a mom?

Being a single mother, she did the best she could with him. He needed a father but he had died in an auto accident two weeks after his birth

"I have the solution to your problem " said her friend Bernice. "You have a sissy for a son, and I know a group that can help you with that"

She didn't know what to say to that. It sounded crazy. "What sort of group would do that to a little boy? It sounds so wrong. I can't do it"

Bernice smiled. "Not as wrong as you may think. They take naughty little boys and turn them into good girls but they love sissies like him."

"What is this group called" she asked. "Well, officially they don't exist, and you can't tell anybody. It's called The Demale Society."

The mother wasn't sure what to think. It sounded so wrong. "That sounds a little anti male to me. I don't hate men. I need a man in my life"

Bernice laughed. "We love men as long as they know their place, like my husband. We've found if you sissify them a little they learn respect

"And be honest" she continued. "Some men don't know how to treat a lady. The Demale Society is here to fix that. We start with naughty boys"

"Trust me. They will help you take good care of this. From what I can tell you have quite the sissy just waiting to break out of her shell"

With that, a consultation appointment was set between The Demale Society and the mother. She wondered if this was the right thing to do.


Goddess Judith loved to people watch at the store. She had an eye for superior women and inferior men. She kept an eye out for naughty boys.

A top Pro Domme in the business, she was scouting boys for a secret group she belonged to that specialized in dealing with naughty boys.

She spotted a boy in line, throwing a tantrum over a candy bar his mom wouldn't allow. "Perfect," she said with a smile. Her cell phone rang

"What is it, Bernice. I'm busy," she said flatly. "I got one for you Goddess."  Judith smiled. "Perfect. Two in one day. Call me later dear"

Mother's son had tears in his eyes as Judith approached. "Is everything okay dear?" "No," she frowned. "He's been a pill since his dad left"

Judith looked him over. "How old is he?" "He'll be eight soon if he's lucky. I may just drop him off at the orphanage." The boy yelled "No!"

Judith smiled at the little boy. "Orphanages are so boring dear. But I know what will help make him behave. And you want to be good boy..."

"Don't you sweetie" she said as she ran her hand through his hair. He blushed and smiled. "Yes ma'am." "Oh ma'am is it?" mom was surprised.

"You can have the perfect child if you want," said Judith reaching into her purse. "The mother laughed. Forgive me for being a skeptic but..

Judith handed her a card. "Take it and give me a call. We'll talk over coffee. I'm afraid I must go now. A pleasure meting you." Judith left

The mother looked at the pink card with black letters that read The Demale Society with just a phone number. "That was odd," she said aloud.

"Who was that mommy, " the boy asked. "Nobody sweetie, " she replied as she put the card in her purse. Oddly enough she was tempted to call.



"I don't know" said the mother. "Trust me dear. Oh, they put up a fuss at first but when you turn it into mommy-sissy time, they beg for it"

The mother was trying to take it all in. "Your society really has put a lot of thought into this" Judith laughed. "You have no idea, dear."

"It stems from the Oedipus Complex that boys have a desire to get rid of their father and be with their mother. We tap into those desires"

The mother had a look of disbelief. Judith laughed. "Really we don't advocate anything sexual. It's just about reaching into the boy's mind"

Judith handed the mother a picture of a brown haired little girl in a pink Sunday School dress. "Meet Penelope"  "She's pretty" said the mom

Judith smiled. "I'm glad you think so, because she used to be a naughty little boy named Pete." The mother gasped. Judith knew she had her.

"You did all that?" Judith gabbed a CD and handed it to her. "That's nothing. Look at this movie and see how she plays with the other girls"

"Lipstick punishment is an effective tool" she explained to the mother. "If you do it right, he will be begging for it." She paused a moment

The mother couldn't hide her interest, and Judith played it cool. "You don't have make any decisions now, dear.  Just watch that move first"

Judith escorted Marie to the door. "We're all about results at The Demale Society. By the time we're done you'll never see that boy again"

The mother put the disc in her purse. "Oh I'll watch it. If this is as good as I think it is I'm dong it. His disobedience just has to stop"

"Are you sure" Judith asked, knowing the answer. "I think so. I always wanted a daughter. I won't have Scott acting up like his brothers"

Judith smiled. "That's great Marie. We'll be in touch soon to go over the plans. Just watch the movie to make sure it's what you want first"

Marie already started thinking about how wonderful it would be to make Scott into her obedient little daughter. A big smile crossed her face

Goddess Judith was a major player in the Femdom community. She had major connections and dabbled in everything, including The Demale Society

She drew the line at The Femme Fatales, a group of feminists who captured the manliest of men and forced feminized them into total sissies.



Marie introduced her new daughter to Goddess Judith. "What a pretty girl you are Scotty" she teased. "Mommy calls me Tami" the sissy replied

"But Tami is a girl's name" Judith insisted. "and you are a boy." Tami pouted and looked adorable doing it. "I don't wanna be an icky boy"

"Now Tamrah" Marie scolded "Stop making that face or you'll get wrinkles." Her daughter smiled. "I'm sorry mommy." The Goddess was amazed.

Judith looked the little girl up and down, admiring her petty pink bow that went with her pastel pink dress and matching sandals.  "I must..

"say that's impressive for a month, Marie." The mother grinned. "Isn't it? She's been my little angel. She makes me so very proud of her."

"I like to make my mommy proud" Tami added with a smile and blush. "Aw, such a good girl" Judith remarked. "Be a dear and show me your walk"

Goddess Judith was amazed at the feminine grace Tami exuded as she walked about the room. "Marie that's wonderful. How did you manage this?"

"Oh, that was easy" she replied. "It started with lipstick and panty punishment, but when I threatened to take it away, she learned to obey"

Judith couldn't believe it. "Oh my! This is unheard of to happen so quickly." Marie couldn't help but laugh. "Oh, that's noting. Watch this"

"Tami, dear, show Goddess Judith your nails" Tami stuck her open toe sandals out, revealing hot pink toe nails, then showed her fingernails.

"Very pretty. It's good that they match" Judith complimented. "Thank you Miss Judith. They match my lipstick too." "I see that, very pretty."

"Now that you have the daughter you wanted, what's next" Judith asked. "I'm thinking she maybe ready to be enrolled in school. I was going."

"Really mommy" Tami interrupted. Marie called her daughter in front of her. "What have told you about interrupting me, Missy?" "I'm sorry."

Marie took her daughter over her knee and spanked her firmly as she scolded her. "Never interrupt me, " she admonished.  Tami began to cry.

"None of that young lady" Marie scolded. You know you deserved it. Now go to the corner and think about it." Tami sobbed. "I'm sorry mommy."

Goddess Judith watched it all unfold. "Impressive, I must say. Not a trace of Scott in her." Marie grinned. "Well, none of the bad parts."

A sissy maid offered the two women some tea. "You know, Marie, I was thinking. The Demale Society could use a woman of your obvious talents"

"Just look at Scotty, I mean Tami over there" she added. "Not a trace of that boy left in her, and it has only been a little over a month"

Marie was surprised "You really think I could be a member of the group?" Oh, not a doubt in my mind" Goddess Judith insisted. "Look at her."

"Well..." Judith interrupted. "Marie, you could teach mothers who come to us the techniques that worked for you, maybe even write a paper."

"I think I'll do it" she said without hesitation."  Judith smiled and extended a hand. "Welcome to the group." Marie called to her daughter.

"Give mommy a hug. You know mommy loves you" she said.  "I love you too mommy. I'm sorry." Marie smiled. "I know you are, dear, and I will..

"be enrolling you in school next fall as a girl." Tami's eyes lit up. "Really" Marie looked her in the eye. "If you can behave yourself."

"I'll be a good girl" Tami insisted. "I promise." Goddess Judith was pleased to see another happy sissy and yet another successful demaling.

Chastity For The Obedient Sissy

The more I look at the D/s relationship between Mistress and sissy, the more I realize that chastity is a must.  It really is.  I've come 180 on this where I'm concerned.  In my own case, I've never been ruled by my urges.  Lately, if it does get excited, I don't usually play with it.  I just let it go away.  I don't care that much.

But, that may not matter to a Mistress, should I submit to Her.  I'll have to remember, She will know how to deal with me.  A good Mistress can get inside the head of the sissy, and She might get me thinking about an orgasm.  Forcing me to play with myself and then locking me up.  I may not think it would make a difference to me, but She may find a way.  Certainly, I understand many Mistresses expect to lock a sissy into chastity.

There are many reasons for it, but the first is to completely submit to Her.  I believe Her pleasure should come first to a sissy.  That means more than just in the bedroom too.  Sure, it definitely matters there.  You must please Her, and I believe that means if you aren't into oral, you better learn to love it.  You will put your tongue where She tells you to, and be grateful She told you to.  You will become tuned to what it takes you please Her as much as She requires.

It's not just that.  You Will likely be asked to give Her a massage.  Maybe Her feet, maybe Her back.  Maybe you give Her a full body massage.  You will do what it takes.  Being so close to a Goddess is bound to get you exited, and She can't have that.  You must tend to Her and be focused on Her needs in that moment.

When She tells you to do anything, you must be focused on the task.  You must do your best for Her at all times.  Thinking about your pleasure is not as important as Hers, but it can be a motivating factor.  You can focus on doing your best in the hopes that She will grant you permission for your own release.  It matters not how much She may humiliate you when She grants it, you need to please Her.

Submitting to chastity for as long as She deems necessary should be expected of every sissy.  A day, a week or a month.  You'll go as long as it takes and be grateful.  It's the ultimate act of submission to grant Her the control over your pleasure without question.  You have given Her a gift, and She has taken it from you.  Now that She has it, it's up to Her what comes next.  You will concentrate on making Her happy.  By putting Her first, you prove how committed you are to Her.  You may be rewarded for your complete devotion to Her.

Some Mistresses can step it up a notch with their sissy.  She will lock sissy up, and then She will show sissy what it's like to have a feminine orgasm, or as close as a sissy will ever get.  You're locked away, so you can't touch it.  Mistress puts on Her strap on and makes you submit to it.  You will feel a wide range of feelings as She goes on, and you will feel the pleasure building up.

But, your clitty is locked away.  You can't touch it.  How ever will you get release now, sissy?  Mistress knows.  She's going to make you work for it.  You will become desperate for it, and you will start to feel where the pleasure builds the most.  Mistress will tease you.  She will threaten to stop.  Maybe She will demand you tell Her how much you love what She is doing.

Whatever She asks, you will do without question, because you need this badly.  Mistress knows what is best for you, and this is part of how She makes you more of a little sissy.  You are now Her little sissy slut.  This is the way you prefer it.  Mistress has shown you the way.  But, She's not just gonna give it to you.  What are you gonna do to make Her happy?  What will you do to take care of Her needs?

When you are locked in chastity under the control of Mistress, you will do what She tells you without question.  You have to.  And it's not even about earning your pleasure anymore.  You do it to make Her happy, because Her happiness makes you happy.  You know that the D/s relationship between Mistress and sissy is all about trust.  So, if you are on the fence about chastity, my dear sissy, don't be.  To truly prove your devotion to Her, you must be locked away for however long She deems necessary.

A Sissy's Lingerie Collection

When you start down your path to self feminization, you are thinking about what it is you want to do.  You see the girls out there living it, and you are back at square one. You have so much to learn, and it's overwhelming.  You wonder if you will ever get there, but you shouldn't.  We all get there one step at a time, and that's what you will do.

Lingerie is the best place to start.  When you are in your own home, or at least your own room, you can dress as girlie as you want to be.  Panties are the best place to start.  Once you figure out a size, all you need to do is pick the style and color you want.  There are so many to choose from too.  You can get them just about anywhere, and you really don't have to worry about where you buy them from. Don't worry, your money is as good as the genetic woman's.

Now that you've got panties, a nightie is a must.  Two or three is even better.  Get nighties that go with your panties, because you will want them to match colors.  You will want to sleep in a nightie and panties.  You may have a problem with the urge to pleasure yourself first, but that's okay.  Once you take care of your sissy needs, you can focus on the other feelings of femininity you get while wearing your nighties and panties.

If you are looking for a third option, get some bras too.  At least one, and make sure you have it match your panties.  Two or three bras is even better, because a girl can never have too many choices.  Even if you are only wearing them at home, so what?  Does it make you happy?  Good girl.  Of course, you will get the urge to go out with panties and bra underneath your clothes.  You should be in those panties anyway, but the bra may be another challenge.  A pretty camisole under your shirt is easier to get away with.  You can do it once in awhile when you feel comfortable trying.

A good lingerie collection is important to a sissy.  Even if this is just you at home, you want to feel like a woman, right?  Well, women like to have pretty choices in their wardrobe so they can wear something different.  You are a lingerie sissy, so it stands to reason you should have choices too.  Now, you may want to do more, but this is a good place for you to start.  You'll be exploring ideas on the internet and will make a plan for what to do next.  If you want it bad enough, you can do it too.

While at home in your lingerie, there are things you can do to make it more exciting for you.  Get some lipstick, and make sure you have more than one choice.  Nail polish and remover, because even a closeted sissy can paint those toe nails, which will be covered by shoes outside.  Nail polish remover makes picking a pretty color a must, because you can take it off fast if needed.  A splash of pretty perfume.  And a toy or two for when you want to explore your girlie feelings even more while dressed up.

But if you want it bad enough, you can be a lingerie sissy.   It is very easy to do, but it is up to you.  Once you get started, you will want to build that collection up bigger and bigger.  There are sites out there to help you find your size in women's clothes or for finding your bra size.

A Poem: Ode To A Secret Sissy

Ode To A Secret Sissy

Tell me how it feels to sleep securely gagged and bound
You can't portray the macho man. He's nowhere to be found
You struggle to keep sissy feelings buried deep within
But this is not a fight that you are ever gonna win

To all outside this special place, you are the manly dom
But dressed up in such frilly things, that manly man is gone
Your Mistress now is here for you, so much to your delight
But you know what that really means, you'll be her bitch tonight

Your girlie dreams won't go away, not matter how you try
That manly man facade you have is nothing but a lie
Your Mistress has secured you now, you're tied up to a chair
Her dildo shoved right in your face, you suck without a care

You worry what your peers would think if they could have a look
The life you've built now gone away, and this is all it took
You beg and plea for her to stop, "Please sissy, leave me now"
But all she hears is, "Welcome back dear sissy, take a bow"

With Chasity and anal plug, and you so cute in white
Your Mommy Domme has dressed you up. You're really quite a sight
You feel the guilt and all the shame, but is it such a crime
Deep down inside you know you wish that she could be full time

Your Mistress tells you to your face your noting but her bitch
The macho Dom is just a lie. You are a sissy switch
She takes the gag out of your mouth, "Now tell me what you want"
Desperation as you cry, "Use my ass as a cunt"

She moves you over to the bed, your ass up in the air
You beg your Mistress, "Do me now. Please stick it inside there"
She asks "What will you do for me? You're selfish, there's no doubt"
You know what she wants as you say, "Please let me eat you out"

She holds your words against you as she says you have no class
"I'll tell you want my sissy pet, I'll let you eat my ass"
Where is that manly man right now, he seems so far away
You stick your tongue into Her hole to prove that you'll obey

Your sissy tongue works all around Her sexy, tight back door
To make sure that you know your place, She taunts Her sissy whore
The cruel words that she says to you cause you humiliation
To earn the right to taste her pussy is your inspiration

She says "You have done well for me, and I will tell you what
Eat my pussy, do it right and I will take your butt
But that is all that you can have, for I will keep you locked"
You hoped that you could get inside, but you have just been blocked

The sissy that you are right now is starting of grow stronger
If only you could have your way, this moment would last longer
With Mistress fully satisfied, she tells you it's your turn
"I'm gonna make you cum this time. It's high time that you learn"

She drills your hole relentlessly. That's how it's meant to be
She makes you have a sissy cum locked up in chastity
The sun comes rising up again to start another day
You put the sissy up once more, still wishing she could stay






Cheer up Mr. Sissy Macho Man. Nobody knows
One day you can be out and proud as was always meant to be

A Poem: A Sissy's Dilemma

A Sissy's Dilemma
A captured sissy's view

You have my hands tied behind my back.
You've taken all the power that I lack.
To win your heart, was my only goal.
And now you've managed to take control

All I ever wanted was to be there for you,
to help you make all your dreams come true.
But since the day you got back on your feet,
your secret master plan is finally complete.

You have a unique talent that fits a special niche.
And when you want to let Her out, She is a bossy bitch.
And now it seems that I am trapped within the game you play.
The only option that I have is that I must obey.

You tell me how it's gonna be, and that I have no choice.
I'd answer you defiantly. It seems I've lost my voice.
You drugged me and then tied me up securely to a chair.
And with a ball gag in my mouth, I sit in such despair.

You say you want a sissy sub, and I will soon be it.
You'll lock me into chastity for what you call my clit.
The punishment will be severe if I do not obey.
With ball gag still inside my mouth, there's little I can say.

I really should have shut my mouth with my sissy desires.
For once you heard the things I said, you took time to conspire.
This was the moment that you knew that I would soon be yours.
Obedient 'lil sissy sub at home to do your chores.

You tell me of the spankings coming if I dare talk back.
To drive that point right home to me, my face receives a smack.
You tell me that no longer will I wear my male clothes.
Pretty female clothing is the life you will impose.

One point that you drive home to me, time and time again.
I will perform "services" for you and all your friends.
Intercourse with you I will not get. I'm out of luck.
That's the fate I must accept. I am your sissy cuck.

You tell me life won't be so bad if I will just give in.
the sissy who will serve you right will be your bestest friend.
Make no mistake your sissy sub will need to know her place.
For what she does reflects on you, I must not bring disgrace.

You tell me I must sit and think while tied down to that chair.
And you have something you must do, so you will not be there.
The thoughts come fast and furious. I know now what to do.
When you come back, I start to cry and say I will serve you.

A Response To A New Mistress Looking For Ideas

I happened to write a lot over at Club Sissy in response to a new Mistress looking for ideas of what to do with Her sissy.  First, Miss Rachel's post:

Hey all! I have been with my sissy boy for about 3 months now. I am completely new to this whole sissy/mistress thing. I feel like I need some new material/scenarios/story ideas or just about anything. Here are some things that my sissy and I enjoy...

Talking about dressing up/make up
Stories about pimping her slutty ass out on the street corner
She LOVEESS cum so a lot of talk about that
She loves her pussy (asshole) fingered and fucked like a dirty whore
Compliments about how pretty she is
Loves black men
Talk about getting used like a slutty fuck toy
Etc etc

There's a lot more but can't think of all of it right now. I just feel like I need more material. I'm planning on getting a strap on and buying a collar and leash...I'm gonna glam up the collar and write "sissy cum whore" on it...

But anyone have any other ideas based on what I wrote?? Thanks!

Of course, I had a lengthy response. 

So a sensual Mistress?  What a lucky Sissy.   Maybe I'm not really in a position to answer too much here.  I may be entering into a D/s relationship, and it's causing me to analyze things so I know how we would both proceed.  I'm new to it, but I have written about it and respect the lifestyle.  A lot of things are running through my mind now.

Back to your post, since it sounds like you are beginners and that's what I will be.  Writing fantasy doesn't count...  ;)

Chastity.  I personally don't have the problem of being controlled by what's inside my panties, but I'll submit to this nonetheless.  It's an act of submission and devotion to Mistress.  Sissy's cum should be controlled by Mistress.  The pleasure of Mistress comes first, always.

Plug your sissy. She needs to be ready for that strap on, so a small or medium butt plug to start with.

While she's locked, she needs to learn to be attentive to Your needs.  This means she should become a good oral sissy for You.

Have her do things for you.  Go get you a drink, fix you something to eat, massage your feet.  She needs to learn to be attentive Your needs.

Additionally, get her a Maid's Uniform and make her serve you and clean house from time to time.  Maybe have a guest over who is into this, just to show what a good sissy she is.

Light bondage.  Not everybody's thing.  Maybe start with arms restrained to the bed or something.  Hand cuffs.  Nothing too severe.  But she's not going anywhere while you are gone.  You can take it up a notch if you both like it.

Add to the excitement by plugging her and locking her in chastity first.  Then, go where you need to go.

Discipline your sissy.  Does not have to be hard pain.  A nice spanking here or there.  Add some verbal reinforcement to it to make your point clear.  She needs to learn how to please Mistress and not to disappoint Her.

Various degrees of humiliation, start light.  Maybe a few comments here and there in pubic.  Maybe she has lipstick on when you go somewhere or some female clothing.  This does not need to be near home if you worry about being seen.  Then take it from there.

Another level.  This isn't everybody's cup of tea.  Not sure how I would feel about some of it...

Take sissy to a truck stop or adult book store or some place dressed up and make her orally service a man.  If you are already talking about it, why not?

Mistress may need a man to please Her while Sissy gets to watch in chastity.  Sissy attends to whatever Mistress and Her man need, and that includes oral or more if requested.

Most importantly, talk this stuff out before you start a scene.  It must be understood that Mistress calls the shots once the scene is in play.  No topping from the bottom, or sissy trying to change the rules mid scene.  This is about BOTH of your happiness, not just sissy.

I hope something here helps, and best of luck to both of you.

And I added in the next post

I assume sissy still portrays as a man in public, due to work obligations?  I'm out full time dressed.

Other ideas

1-Sissy wears panties and cami underneath male clothes.  Cami may not be as easily detectable as a bra, but Sissy will be reminded of her place.  Stockings and garters can be added.

2-Paint her toe nails.  A pretty pink or red should do nicely.  She will have shoes on, but she will know.  A ritual will be for her to take her shoes and socks off immediately upon coming home.

In fact, painted toe humiliation can come into play if you want, where she wears flip flops from time to time in public.

3-Take her shopping with you for female clothes for both of you.  Get her to participate in it.  When you pick something, ask her what she thinks, why she thinks that.  This can be done a town over from where you live if needed, but it can be a good D/s bonding experience I think.

3a-Mistresses have been known to tie a sissy up, go out and buy an outfit for the sissy, making sissy wait plugged and in chastity for quite some time.

4-Send her to the store for an errand with a plug inserted.  It will be a reminder to her who is in charge, and she won't dawdle.  She'll be sure to get what you want and get home.

4a-Take it up a notch by having her buy your feminine hygiene products or makeup or other items while plugged and with lingerie underneath her clothing.

5-Make her wear lingerie to bed if she doesn't already.  She is a sissy after all.

6-Make her smooth all over,  A full body wax, shaving, hair removal creme.  Unless she is in a spot where she really can't, and these days men go hairless too.  What this does is heightens her sissiness and makes her silky feminine under clothing feel that much better to her.

7-If she doesn't have a feminine name, give her one.  Maybe you both discuss it, or maybe you pick one.  If you are feeling nice, you can let her pick one.

Since you are in a sense bringing a new sissy into the world, it's only fair you name her.

8-What do you want from this?  Sissy is loving this treatment I bet, so what do you want her to do for You?

Tease and denial, meaning no cum for Your sissy.  Having sissy paint Your nails for You.  Really, the only limit is what you two want to do.

This is mostly pretty mild stuff compared to where it can go, but that's for each D/s couple to determine.  There's NO wrong way if you are both enjoying it.

A Poem - Mistress And Her Sissy

Mistress And Her Sissy

She came to him with big surprise,
and he could see it in her eyes.
She told him, "There's no other way.
From here on out you will obey."

He then replied, "No way in hell.
If we do this, it won't end well."
She laughed and said, "I do not care.
I know about your girlfriend there.

You come back home and act much sweeter.
You're nothing but a little cheater."
He looked at her, "I can explain."
She laughed and said, "Bitch use your brain.

The house, the car, I'll have it all,
unless you choose to now play ball."
She told him with a voice so calm,
"From here on out, I'll be your Domme.

I make the rules, and you obey.
You will stay faithful, while I play.
I'm sorry dear, you're out of luck.
But you can be my sissy cuck."

He would become a smooth 'lil sissy,
prancing 'round and acting prissy.
Painted toes and finger nails,
with punishment in times he fails.

Her sissy clit she would not see,
securely locked in chastity.
He'd take care of her every need.
Her oral slave is what he'd be.

All dressed up pretty, not a game.
She picked him out a girlie name.
He really did not have a choice.
He spoke to her with girlish voice

And when her boyfriends came around,
his place was knees down on the ground.
For he was but her sissy cuck,
and dutifully he learned to suck.

And thus it all began that day.
despite his protest, "I'm not gay."
His fear was that he'd lose it all.
He now serves at Her beck and call.

The crazy part is they grew close,
and pleasing Her he loved the most.
She loves the new girl She calls Missy.
A Happy Mistress and Her sissy.

He's Quitting Crossdressing For His Wife

I was browsing a CD/TS website, which I am thinking about joining.  There are little blogs up there where people share things about themselves and I noticed one who is posting about quitting dressing in women's clothes because it displeases the wife.  I've touched upon this in other posts about how some guys (or girls in waiting in some cases) dressed before they even met their wives.  When they met, they were ashamed of that part of themselves and hid it because they felt she would not understand.

Truth is, some of those fears are justified.  Some aren't, but some are.  So, he has to make a choice.  He loves this woman and wants to be with her, so he figures he can control it.  He'll keep it to himself and he'll be fine.  Many guys get away with this type of thing for years.  Some of them just dress when they can, and some hook up with other crossdressers or men behind her back.  I don't want to sound like a jerk, but those guys deserve what they get when they get caught.  Those vows didn't say "mess around with somebody behind her back" did they?

Now, I understand the desire to be in touch with the woman inside to whatever degree he has that feeling.  When you choose to hide it from your wife, you make the decision that she is more important than your desire to be feminine.  You made that choice, not her.  I'm not saying I don't understand why you did it.  I do understand.  Had I pursued a traditional relationship with a woman, I may very well be in the same boat.  Knowing what I know now, I would not be able to stop.  If there were no attempt to understand each other from that point, the relationship would end.  But, that's me.  That's not this person I'm referring to or other people in that situation.  It's not easy.

This person made a comment that the wife will never understand that this is not a choice, but in a way he has made it a choice.  He chose to purge (not the first or last time I'd bet) for her and continues to blog about not dressing.  It's probably therapeutic to talk about it, but he mentions how she discusses it with him sometimes like it's an addiction he has, such as drugs.  I wish him luck, because I'll tell you something.  If this is something he can't control, the woman inside him will come back stronger and stronger.  There may come a time when he won't want to stop and that will be it.  She doesn't sound like she's in the least bit understanding in my opinion.

I'm not getting on her for that.  It's totally her right to feel that way.  When they married, she expected that he put all of his cards on the table.  True, married couples will learn things about each other they didn't know before as time goes on, but this is a pretty big deal.  He knows it and she knows it.  He felt it was big enough to hide it from her and keep it hidden until she found out about it and ordered him to stop.  Chances are, she never would have married him had he told her in the first place.  He made a choice to hide it and marry that woman, who loved the rest of what she knew about him.

I still think that many women in her case feel like this will make him gay or eventually he'll want men and leave her so she'd better put a stop to it.  Truth is, some do turn to men or are bi, but some love women and consider themselves lesbian when dressed.  I've mentioned ways where I think it can draw a couple closer, but again, some women want that macho man that they married.  They have other lady friends for their female companionship.  They don't want him intruding into their feminine territory.

So, I wish those guys lots of luck, especially the ones who dress in private but are sexually loyal and devoted to their wives.  I feel for them.  I wish I could help them find a way to share that with her and help her understand that he still loves her.  Most don't even know how to begin to bring up that subject, even to a wife who would understand.  I've had a few ideas swirling around in my head, but you never really know what will work, even if something sounds good.

Another member of this site, a genetic female, posted about how her wife wasn't with her anymore.  When she got married, her husband hadn't shared any of this with her because of his experiences in previous relationships.  In fact, he had purged his collection of clothes after marriage because he didn't want her to find out.  And, he was indeed a person who felt like a she inside and wanted to transition.

Their story seemed destined to have a happy ending, because she was accepting and supportive and wanted to be with her.  He began his transition.  There are many CD's and even trans women, who would love to have an accepting wife like her, and this person had that.  The problem began, as she reported, when her transgender wife stopped sharing with her about what she was going through.

She asked in that particular blog if she should give her transitioning husband some space to work things out or try to talk about it with her.  I don't know what happened at that point as to whether she went with the former or the latter.  Transitioning is a deeply personal thing, but when you have loved ones there who want to be there for you, especially a loving wife, it's kind of unfair to shut her out.  I'm not sure where the separation happened, but it seems like lack of communication started it, and that the transitioning husband initiated it.

Now, she's having a hard time living without the woman she wants to be with as her wife. I don't know where this will go.  Are they drifting hopelessly apart?  Is it just a need for space?  I feel bad for the wife, who has been shut out in this.  Sometimes on hormones, a person can find their desire for being with a certain gender changing.  Not always, but sometimes.  Nothing is ever just black and white, in my opinion.  You may have two likely answers, but there's always shades of grey.

From what I've seen, the transitioning husband identified as straight and attracted to women originally, but I think that sometimes there are the cases where sexual attraction can change as one feels more in tune with their gender.  I'm not saying that happened here or that reconciliation is impossible.  It seems that this has been brewing for a month or two.  I do hope things work out for them.

Now, this ties in with my opinion of one of the reasons most women (not all) say no to CD's and allowing him to dress.  What if it costs her a marriage?  There are many things going through her mind, and I can totally understand.  But I will say there are many CD's, some of whom are in the tg spectrum, who would love to have a wife as understanding and supportive as her.  The sad thing is, some of them do and they don't even realize it.

My Two Sissies

This started out with just the first Tweet. I like to express thoughts of this nature in my Tweets and just move on to he next one.  When Miss Char saw that Tweet, she said she would love to know more of what happened.  Now, I know I can't get too naughty on Twitter, but I can do some things.  In this case, I wanted to hint at some things in a way where you can paint your own picture from there.  I hope you enjoy this story.  It was fun to write.  This was Tweeted in two days, rather than the long drawn out process of the first Twitter Post Story.

Mistress now has two sissy subs to play with, one she's owned for a while and a new recruit, willing to learn. Things will get interesting.

Mistress picked the outfits for her sissies and locked them up in chastity. New sissy got more nervous when she was restrained to her chair.

"What are you gonna do to us" asked new sissy. "Stick a ball gag in your mouth if you don't shut up and speak when spoken to" said Mistress.

New sissy looked down nervously, her aversion to ball gags was showing. Longtime sissy started laughing. Mistress shot her a serious look.

"I'd shut up if I were you Eva." warned Mistress. "I'm sorry Mistress" She grabbed a double sided dildo. "Not good enough, Missy. Open up"

Eva obediently started sucking as asked. Mistress led her on her knees in front of new sissy's chair. "Open up" she commanded her newest pet

New sissy was tentative. "Come on Lisa, you said you wanted to please me." Lisa kissed and licked the tip before taking it inside her mouth.

"Good girl" Mistress smiled. "But you will be punished for making me wait." The sissies sucked on opposite ends of it as Mistress held it.

"Look at you two. You are both My sluts. I can make money off of you two at the truck stop" Lisa looked at Mistress. "May I go down on you?"

Mistress laughed. "Perhaps, my pet. But you have to earn the right to do it." Lisa looked at Her. "How do I do that, Mistress?" She grinned

"You need to do what your Mistress asks of you and you want to do that, don't you?" Lisa smiled. "Of course I do Mistress. Anything for you"

"I want to taste my Mistress too" Eva said. Mistress laughed. "And you both will when I see that you have followed my orders completely."

Mistress grabbed her paddle. "Help me untie her, Eva, she needs to be punished for her misbehavior." "I'm so sorry, Mistress" Lisa begged.

"Of course you are, my pet, but you still have to learn." Eva smiled at Lisa. "You are so lucky to feel the paddle of Mistress on your ass"

"When we're done with her, we'll get your makeup fixed before we go to the truck stop. You need to earn enough for my new corset" she winked

Eva and Lisa were dressed as the slutty sissies they were for Mistress. "You two gurls are gonna make me some money down at the truck stop."

"I can't do it Mistress. It's not who I am" cried Lisa. Mistress was disappointed. She stopped the car. "Fine. Get out but never come back"

Lisa hesitated. Eva put her hand on Lisa's leg. "It will be okay sweetie. You'll see." Lisa looked desperate. "Will you be there Mistress?"

Mistress smiled. "Of course I will, my pet. I must make sure my sissies do it right. I have a reputation go uphold. So are you staying?"

Eva giggled. "Of course she's staying. She's a bigger slut than she wants to admit." Lisa glanced nervously at Eva. "Yes, I want to stay."

Mistress restarted the car. "Good girl. You know, I think I can make a lot of money off of you, and then I can get that dress I wanted too."

"What will we be doing, Mistress."  She laughed. "Whatever they want you to do, my pet. That's why I prepared you to be ready for anything."

Lisa's mind raced at the thought that anything could happen. She'd never done anything with a guy before, and she didn't know if she could.

All Lisa knew was she loved her Mistress and would do anything to make her happy. Maybe if She was there with her she would be able to do it

Lisa and Eva need not worry about it. Mistress loved watching Her sissies in action and loved to encourage them. It was very arousing to Her

When Her sissies were done making money at the truck stop, She'd have them service Her in whatever way She needed. She loved Her sissies.

That was the beginning of many fun and exciting times for Mistress and Her two sissies, Eva and Lisa. They went on many adventures together.

TG Animation- "Model Parent"

There are some interesting works out there that have caught my eye.  One artist is Sapphire Foxx.  Sapphire has done several transformation animations that are posted on her website and YouTube.  She also does the Stealing From Sis series.

Videos like these play to the imagination of many sissies and crossdresser's who wish they could switch genders in the manner depicted in the videos.  Some wish they could change back and forth and others wish they could just change and go on living as that gender.

I wish there was more stuff like this out there. These videos are a lot of fun.  I love the whole body transformation from male to female thing that she does.  In this one, a single father takes his daughter into a clothing shop that has dolls with some surprising results.

Anyway, I just wanted to share this with you for your enjoyment.  I think it's pretty cool.  Check out her main website for more like this if you're interested.