You're sitting here reading this right now. It's a familiar old story with you, isn't it? You fantasize about being a pretty woman. You long to have a nice shapely ass, a curvy figure and big breasts. You want long beautiful hair and soft skin. You want to feel silky lingerie against your skin.
But, you're a hairy guy. You're too big. You can't do it. On and on go the reasons why you can't explore these feelings any further than you do. And you do something, don't you? It's your naughty little secret, isn't it?
You view erotic stories and pictures of sissies and transsexuals on the internet. You love transsexual porn. It gets you so excited, Then, you have to do something about it, so you take it out and play with it and you cum. Then, you feel guilty about it. You shouldn't have done that.
So, you vow not to do it again, but it's a lie. You do it again and again. You may have tried sticking something in your sissy ass, just to see how it feels. The girls in the movies, the way it's described in the stories, you want to know how it feels. Then, you cum again and feel guilty.
"I'm not gay," you tell yourself. You like women. You've been with women and enjoy the experience. Well, stop over thinking it. You may be bi, but so what. Even if you are gay, so what? That's a three letter road block of denial that prevents you from experimenting any further.
And, you want to know how it feels, don't you? You may have borrowed a pair of your sister or mother's panties before and worn them. You were excited instantly, you played with yourself and that was it. You were ashamed and put the clothes away.
Well, this is never going to be resolved until you answer a question honestly about yourself. Are you a sissy? Maybe you're even a transgender in denial. There is nothing wrong with any of that, but in order to know, you have to experience it. You have to take your first steps into lingerie.
You need panties and a nightie, and you can get them at most departments stores, or online. I recommend in store, a couple towns over if need be. This way you can judge the quality and the size. You may need help from an attendant on what size panties will fit you.
I know, you are nervous. It's natural. But, the thing is, you are a sale to her. If you are buying, she will help you find it. Or, get online and consult male to female size charts first. Then, it's a matter of going to the store and finding the right style and color for you. A sales lady may ask if you need help. Don't be afraid to accept.
You've picked out panties, next is a bra or two. You can actually try on bras to see if they fit. Hold on, I have a trick you can try for the changing room, but first you need to find the bras. Get a bra that matches one of your panties at least. You want matching pairs.
Then, it's time for some sexy lingerie. Don't be nervous. You want this. You are gonna love this. Look for a nightie that matches some panties you're buying. Good sissies match their nighties and panties, same as with bras. You may want to get two or three, because a girl likes to have options.
Now, you will be going to the men's changing room. A trick you can try, even before going to the women's' department, is going to the men's department and picking out a few tops. Doesn't matter what. you will use them to conceal the women's clothes. If you are worried about people seeing what you are trying on, this will set your mind at ease.
Now, you've tried on your nighties and bras and found a fit. This is the beauty of shopping in a store. Almost done. If there's no self checkout, you will need to get in line. Look for a line with a lady at the register. It's easier than dealing with a guy when you first start.
She may smile a little. You can tell her this is for your wife, or you. Doesn't matter. You don't know her, and, after you give her money, you are gone. You may be back eventually as you add to your wardrobe, but you'll worry about that then. Believe me, it gets easier as you go.
Now, you can make a stop at a drug store or a dollar store and get some lipstick, maybe even nail polish and remover for your toes, if you want. Totally up to you, but it is simply divine looking at your painted toe nails, which can be covered when you aren't at home. Plus, lipstick and lingerie go together. They both start with an L.
Now, slip into your lingerie and just relax, browse the web or whatever. We know what you are gonna do. You probably have tenting panties right now, don't you sissy? Yeah, I knew it. It won't be long before you make your sissy cummies. Guess what that means? You love women's lingerie.
It also means you finally took a step outside of your head and into reality. I'm proud of you, because I know it wasn't easy. But it was worthwhile, wasn't it? Don't you dare feel guilty about this. You hurt nobody by doing this, but you made yourself happy.
Next time, play with youself before you slip into the lingerie. I know you took it off after you came that time. This time, sleep in it and feel the soft fabric against your skin. Isn't it divine? Well, you have intrusive hair that needs removal, but well talk about that later.
There are many more steps to go, depending on where you want to go. Maybe this is it. Maybe you want to go out dressed up and mingle with people. Maybe ember 27, 201you want to be dressed and intimate with a man or woman. This was the first step in eventually getting you there. Congratulations. You're gonna love this journey.
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