You are so totally committed to her that you submit to her will and desires at all times. She runs the show in the relationship, and it is your job to help her make her plans come to fruition. You are there to help her be successful. When she as a plan, you are there to help make it happen. Anything she needs you to do, you do.
This stretches across all aspects of your life. You clean up the house, you prepare most meals, you help her prepare herself for her outings. If she brings a boyfriend home, you are there if she needs you to be. Without question you service her lover if asked and clean her up, and you thank them both for the honor.
Mistress knows you need sex too. Oh, she long since stopped letting you have intercourse with her or any woman. Your pathetic little clitty stays locked up at all times, just as it should be. You won't be with any woman in that way again. But, Mistress knows there are other ways for you to get off.
With the use of her toys and her strap on, she has trained you to have a sissygasm, as she calls it. But, Mistress doesn't always want to use her strap on. Sometimes she will just set you up with a guy and make money off of you. There was a time when you might have protested, but not now. You thank her for it. In fact, you become a little absent minded if you don't get it.
But, it's not all fun and games. Mistress likes to keep you in your place, literally at times. She will tie you up in different positions and leave you there, sometimes for hours at a time. She will use sensory deprivation on you and leave you wondering what is coming next. There was a time when you might have protested, but not now.
You accept it, even embrace it. You are Hers to do with as She desires. The day she made it official is a day you will not soon forget. She squatted over you and began to urinate all over you, telling you that she was marking you. It was symbolic. You both agreed that you will not consume bodily fluids, but as her property, you needed to be marked.
There's another thing that happens when you mess up. Mistress will punish you. She will spank you, and she will always let you know why you deserve to be spanked. You need to learn and she will tell you before administering the punishment. Most of the time, this is accomplished with hand or paddle or a light flogging.
You are instructed to get out of your feminine clothes, down to bra and panties and to assume the position. And then she will began the spanking. It might be over her knees. You may be on all fours on the floor. When she wants to make a point, you are restrained first. When she really wants to make a point, she uses sensory deprivation as well.
Always telling you why you deserve it. You may have been performing poorly in your cleaning duties. Perhaps you forgot to do something important. Maybe you performed inadequately with her and her lover. Or, maybe your mistake hurt a plan that she had.
She will let you know, and the swats will come harder when you've really messed up. She will show no mercy as the pain starts to kick in and the tears flow from your eyes. You can beg. You can apologize, and it won't matter. It's too late for that. You must learn. She may leave you tied up lying on the ground afterward to think about it.
But, always, there's the one thing she will say in her soft and beautiful voice, as you reel from the pain. It's almost a comfort in all of the pain. "You're my sissy, and I just want you to be the best you can be. I really wish you wouldn't make me do this, but I'll do it again when I need to. It's the only way you'll learn."
As you lie on the floor, you think she likes punishing you a little too much. It wasn't that big of a mistake. Then you realize it was a totally avoidable mistake, and you knew better. And it hits you. You did it on purpose. Do you really like the pain, or is it a comfort knowing somebody cares enough to punish you when you are bad? Maybe it's a little of both.
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